Monday, June 14, 2010

What Hurts The Most?


I remember it all
You watched me fall
You lied
I cried
You attacked my religion
You made a decision
I wanted more than anything
To be there for you
To be someone you could come to
You choose not to care
To act like I wasn't there
You manipulated my feelings
You crushed my heart
When it was you I loved from the start
Even when my friends said NO
Even when I knew I should have let you go
I stayed and was crushed
It hit me in a rush
I was literally arguing with myself that it wasn't true
But I knew it was
If only because
We had nothing at all
And that hurt most of all
i look upon the moon and stars at 2:43 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon