I hate it, seriously
What makes those seniors think that
I was the one who said sorry in the website called FormSpring?
I mean,
Did I ever say sorry to people
Who asked me something,
And blamed something on me
Which I didn't do at all...
I will find out who is it
Who made my life
So stupid...
Dealing with some seniors for something
I didn't do at all.......
At least some friends
knew that
I have a seriously hot temper.........

There was a girl named Pearl,
her skin, painful from a sunburn, was all red..
Went to a party, played a game,
spin the bottle, give a kiss.
Laughter rang out,
Pearl had to retreat with great sorrow,
face turned crimson, even her lips were burnt.

She let out a scream in frustration,
wild with momentary embarrassment.
With great effort, she challenged herself
to a new beginning.
Good intentions and optimistic
that she could succeed, banish dismal despair.

Pearl yelled, I want an ice cube
to cool these hot lips of mine.
With a delicate touch,
she kissed that cube with passion.
Hope did shatter because her lips froze.
Valuable lessons learned,
stay out of the sun,
never kiss an ice cube.

Waiting at time square
just the world and it's people
people all walking in a fixed path
toward a life with no single meaning
standing still without a single soul
hands store inside my pant pocket
looking up toward the colorless sky
wondering with there was more to life
than this colorless crowd

couples all around me
black and white
business men in suits
black and white
the old hot dog stand man
black and white
the colorless world
without any other color
black and white

drowning with a hollow soul
without a single color in site
the rainbow wrap me with it's grip so tight
i was the only one who stood out the most
waiting by the sidewalk street
as crowds of people walk by me
searching for that single girl
who would bring me back to life

just when all hope perish
a single girl stood out the most
with color so vivid and dazzling
humanity has found it's salvation
no longer will it black and white today
but finally for the first time
i was able to link hands again

and find true ♥ once more.

I remember it all
You watched me fall
You lied
I cried
You attacked my religion
You made a decision
I wanted more than anything
To be there for you
To be someone you could come to
You choose not to care
To act like I wasn't there
You manipulated my feelings
You crushed my heart
When it was you I loved from the start
Even when my friends said NO
Even when I knew I should have let you go
I stayed and was crushed
It hit me in a rush
I was literally arguing with myself that it wasn't true
But I knew it was
If only because
We had nothing at all
And that hurt most of all

Is there a better place,

To be right NOW,
Than to be home,
Listening to the crickets’ sounds,
Outside the windows.
Is there a better place,
To be right now,
Than in the bed,
Closing my eyes,
Falling into a deep sleep,
To forget about the days,
Forget about the nights,
Forget about you.

Heart-broken,
Nothing better than to sleep,
To forget that you are gone,
To forget your lies,
Forget the way,
You told me,
You never ♥ me,
Forget the way,
You looked at me,
When you left me,
I want to forget,
I want to leave this world,
Close my eyes,
Fall to sleep to stop the ♥,
From beating.

I block my ears,
From hearing the sounds,
Like your voice,
Like when you ♫ sing ♪ to me,
Those lovely songs,
They sounded to tender,
Now they kill me,
They hurt me,
I don’t want to hear anything,
Don’t want to hear the waves,
Hitting against the sand,
Don’t want to hear the birds,
Chirping outside the windows.
Don’t want to see my face,
Don’t want to see you,
Don’t want anything,
That has to do with you,
I want to close,
I want to block away,
The world to stop the pain,
In my ♥.
I want my ♥ to stop beating,
To stop bleeding,
From your words,

Your lies.

The world has darkened considerably
I'm out of character for this game;

The clouds enveloping overhead
♥ always transforms to pain.

The colours of the world have gone
Faded all to black and gray,

All the ♥ in the world has gone
It all has drifted away.

The empty streets are filled with memories
The world is not the same,

Scream with me, at the end:
I'm the one to blame.

And yet when I walk out of this life
I find the signs are still worth reading,

And the stars are still worth watching
If it only stopped the bleeding
Heart that I held on, near forever
These scars will stay forever.

I've never healed in this second life,
In this world of half dark and light.

I cannot see the colours that I held onto forever
And no longer are there any stars to see the scars,
Remember.

I cannot think;
I cannot heal;
I cannot breathe;
This isn't real;

This isn't life;
This isn't ♥;
This isn't me;
This isn't me.

And though the skies are dark with ash
And the sea is filled with fire;

Though my mind is filled with confusion
And my ♥ filled with desire...

Even though you ran away from a burning world
Away from a brea-king, falling ♥,

Even though you didn't catch me when my wings disappeared,
Even though you haven't been here...

I still ♥ you,
In a colourless, loveless, heartless world.

I ♥ you.

'What are you afraid of?'
He whispers in my ear.
Shaking my head at him,
I can feel him here.

He takes my hand in his,
As our fingers intertwine.
'It's okay,' he promises,
I hope he means it this time.

I look at his soft face,
His ♥; I've fallen for.
How could I walk away,
Distance us with a door.

My head rests upon him,
As he kisses my forehead.
Secrets are told to him,
That should never be shared.

He's twenty after all,
And I am only thirteen.
I've fallen for a life,
I was made to dream.

As I close my eyes today,
He tells me that I'm sweet.
My eyes watch him,
As I try to find his heartbeat.

His breath flows with mine,
As we both become one.
And I knew I was satisfied,
When I finally found someone.

This is all that I need,
To know somebody is here.
Night skies that surround us,
I've learnt not to fear.

Thanks for showing me,
I don't have to day dream.
When you close your eyes,
You realise what has been.

I ♥ you.

Feels like standing in a dream
It feels like, I'm lost in a deep cloud
discovering you.

Miles of wilderness, summer night air
comes rushing to me
secrets are told under the bright
full moon.

I ♥ you forever and always baby
near or far close in ♥
everywhere I will be with you
everyday I will ♥ you more and more
I ♥ you forever and always baby
near or far close in ♥
everywhere I will be with you
everyday I will ♥ you more and more

Your brown eyes are so beautiful
they sparkle and I just loose myself in them
We hold each other close together
under the full moon light, laying
on a sandy beach.

Just tell me you will ♥ me forever
near or far close in ♥
never stop ♥ing me.

baby I ♥ you forever and always
near or far close in ♥.

The month of September,
Left me with feelings I could only remember,
I watched you walk away,
And didn't know what to say.

Today I sit here missing you,
And thinking about what we went through,
What do you think about our past?
Did you know it would never last?

I try and write my pain,
Wishing I could explain,
My ♥ was left a mess,
With no words left to express.

three months later,
And the pain keeps getting greater,
I know I shouldn't care,
but my feelings for you I can't bare.

Silly girl, that's not how to play
This isn't a game like cat and mouse
You can't just grab my keys...
And lock me out of the house!

I'll hide your favorite teddy bear
And put fake spiders in your bed
Then I'll reassure you that I care
While mocking everything you've said

Aww! Not fair... you took my candy
Your sweet soft lips that I ♥
But I've got your favorite toy
Which is why you push and shove

Tickling you with chocolate-covered hands
Making fun of all your favorite bands
Embarrassing you to show my affection
Turning away to hide a noticeable...

I love the way you mess with me
Making me sleep on the couch
But in the morning when I wake up
You're on the floor beside me

It's a give-and-take game we play
The only unspoken way
We both try to say
Never go away

This hidden feeling, I don't know what to do,
Why on earth do I feel this way about you?
It's a forbidden feeling, I seriously shouldn't have,
I don't know whats wrong with me, am I going mad?

I get so confused, you're always in my head,
You're the person I think about before I go to bed.
I should not feel this way about you,
I know it is wrong, but what can I do?

The more I see you, the stronger I feel,
But deep down I know it shouldn't be real.
I don't want to think about you, the way I do,
I can barely even concentrate whenever I'm near you.

This secret feeling it's driving me insane,
The way I feel whenever I hear your NAME.
I really don't want to feel this way,
Why are you on my mind day after day?

You're on my mind, when you really shouldn't be,
I know you'd never feel the same about me.
So why can't I stop? Why is this feeling so strong?
I can never tell anyone, they would think it is wrong.

It's crazy and insane the way you make me feel,
You're not even my age, this feeling shouldn't be real.
What can I do? What would you say?
If you knew that I felt that way?

I don't understand why I feel so comfortable around you,
It makes me nervous that you know what I'm going through.
I know I should ignore it, but it's driving me insane,
I don't get why I blush whenever I hear your name.

I seriously don't know what to do,
How am I going to get over you?
I have to do this, these feelings have to end,
It doesn't matter if you're making my ♥ mend.

Tears running down my face,
Those moments in my life I wish to erase,
You're all I've been thinking about,
My feelings for you I shouldn't doubt.
All there bitching,
Lead to there snitching,
Now where apart,
And I'm forever left without a ♥.
The emptiness I feel,
Only your ♥ can heal,
Seeing you on Friday,
I didn't know what to say,
I wished on the stairs above,
Because I still believed in our ♥.
I sat there and stared,
Realizing life wasn't fair,
I wonder why where apart
And what your feeling in your ♥.
It had been a while,
Since I last saw your smile,
I just wanted to feel your touch,
But I guess I'm asking for a little too much.
I hope your realize,
My smiles a disguise,
I really still do care,
And the pain I'm feeling I cannot bare.
You said your lonely,
Maybe we could try again slowly,
Maybe we could try forever,
If only we'd get together

Aimlessly,
I sail the milky way
without a compass.

Traveling through time
and space, witnessing heavens
from different layered dimensions burst.

Colliding with catalogs
of stars across the universe,

the galaxy gave birth
to a cosmic rose;
Beauty, galvanized by
an astronomical curse.

A blast of plasma blinds my eyesight,
radiating through my optic nerve;
spectrum of lights inverse.

Visionless; unable to
see the celestial horizon,
I retrace the steps
from which I physically immerse.

Walking down the galactic road,
images of you orbit around me;
reminiscing how...

Mars fell in ♥ with Venus.

The face once drowning
in a pool of dark water
finally decides
to come up for air

Emerging from the water
gasping for air
waves make it harder
too much to bare

Struggling to hold on
with every breath she takes
finally reaching the top
entering a peaceful place

A blurred vision
suddenly is clear
she sees the boy
who wipes away her tears

Her knight in shining armor
has rescued her from pain
tells her he ♥ her
her fears swept away

Now lies the road ahead
fears pushed aside
the face that once was drowning
has been saved by the ♥ of another